There have been a lot of unexpected events happening to our family lately. Although not all of it gives a positive feeling, we are still thankful that all is well with our family. Despite the challenges, we are still facing each day with optimism and with hope in our hearts thinking that today is better than yesterday and tomorrow will definitely better than today.
I am personally at the crossroads of my life right now. I am trying to take this lightly especially when discussing things with hubby but it is really getting into me most of the time. I am not sure if this is the right place to talk about it but I just need to let it out. Who knows? Somewhere, somehow, someone has the answer to all of this or maybe a positive comment may be of great help. :-)
It is a dream for most Filipinos to work or migrate abroad to help their family financially. And I share that dream with our countrymen. Our family have plans of migrating abroad and have taken the initial steps already but our first attempt was not successful. It disheartened me but I need to accept it and move on. We know that there are still a lot of chance to re-file but working with the documents and preparing for migration is really costly.
I am just so thankful that hubby's family were very supportive about this endeavor. Hopefully and faithfully we will be able to raise the required funds for our show money for the second time. This thought gives me strength to hold on to that dream. I really hope God will use people to help us realize our dreams. :-)
Why at the crossroads? Because I am already thinking about my back up plan if in case we couldn't file our application this coming July. No definite plan as to what to do next but I am considering to apply for a tourist visa to maybe Canada, Dubai, Singapore or Brunei and start looking for a job abroad. I don't know yet. There's just too many options. I hope that God will guide us and bless our plans. I know that the best thing for me to do right now is to trust the Lord and pray that everything will work out for good.